This Is Who I Am (AUDIOBOOK)

This Is Who I Am (AUDIOBOOK)

Narrated by Abby Craden
Run Time: 7 hours and 8 minutes

When menopausal chef Cass Little meets a brilliant, asexual mathematician grieving her past, an unexpected connection forces them both to rewrite their definitions of love, desire, and acceptance.

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BlissVerse Connections

Cass Little & Estelle Raymond

➝ They live in Clearwater Bay, the town where Sadie & Devon (And Then She Kissed Me) fall in love

➝ Cass is best friends with Sadie's (And Then She Kissed Me) sister

➝ Estelle takes surfing lessons from Sadie (And Then She Kissed Me)

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Love doesn't always follow the recipe...

Cass Little has built a life defined by two passions: food and control. As head chef she’s used to perfection—except when it comes to her own body. Menopause has taken its toll, leaving Cass struggling to accept a body she barely recognizes. She’s convinced that love, like her libido, has long left the building.

Estelle Raymond is back in Clearwater Bay to grieve her father—and escape a lifetime of expectations. A brilliant mathematician, she’s comfortable being asexual, but wary of the way love so often demands she be someone she’s not.

But something about Cass—a woman who loves fiercely but fears she’s not enough—awakens a desire for connection Estelle thought she’d buried. And something about Estelle—a woman who refuses to compromise her truth—makes Cass question everything she thought she knew about passion.

When old wounds and new desires collide, Cass and Estelle must learn that love isn’t always about reciprocity—it’s about trust, acceptance, and finding comfort in the unexpected.

Set in the small coastal town of Clearwater Bay, This Is Who I Am is a heartwarming sapphic romance about queer identity, self-acceptance, and the messy, beautiful ways we learn to love again.

Grab your copy now and fall in love with Cass and Estelle’s unforgettable journey.

Themes and tropes

Queer identity
Homecoming
Found family
Romance in menopause
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This is who I am

A very really personal, emotional first hand story, giving everyone not only a glimpse of menopause and all its terrible moments, but finding a love interest makes the future exciting. I love the introduction of an Ace character another mind expanding thought that I enjoyed…as a 72 yo, looking to understand the new generation of people who don’t put labels on love ❤️

Loved the development!

I am so happy to have mature woman and themes that I can relate to - Harper hits so many with this book. But the development of the characters and how they find their way to themselves and each other is what really made me love it. I also like the characters from the series and having them be part of it was also something I enjoyed - it’s like visiting and the people in the town have also moved along, nice to see.

Another awesome read

I loved this book. I love that someone finally wrote a book that accurately depicts the craptastic horror-show that is menopause for some of us. It’s not just mood swings and irregular cycles. This was another awesome Harper Bliss read. I so enjoyed getting to know Estelle and Cass and feel like I can relate to Cass’ struggle on so many levels. Somehow this one hit home more than I expected, and even though it’s not totally like the usual Harper Bliss reads we all love…I enjoyed every minute of the ride. I learned a couple new things too…which is always a pleasant surprise!

A heartfelt story of visibility and acceptance

I don’t even know where to begin. Case and Estelle have become one of my favorite couples. The chemistry between them was so beautiful. As someone currently going through surgical menopause, I understand how awkward and uncomfortable those hot flashes can be. It was difficult to read how much Cass struggled with her identity due to this. And let’s not forget Estelle… I will admit I’m not as familiar with people who are ACE but I really felt like the way Estelle presented herself to Cass helped me understand. Estelle is one of those characters that you just want to be happy and for her to be understood so I’m super glad everything worked out!!
I just really loved how beautifully done this relationship was done!!

A thoroughly compelling read

You always know when you’ve read a good book, it leaves a huge mark and the title lodges in your brain, never to be forgotten. Well, this book is one of those. A truly compelling story of a character going through a hellish menopause and an asexual character. Two different and difficult situations and, Harper has nailed this complex relationship brilliantly.